~XxX-XxX-XxX~

I lazy write and end up 4gt what i have planned to write

2011-12-26T12:26:00.000-08:00

This year is about to end, i would like to wish myself be happy always....less complain....life is not perfect.......

Joy is around but we ignore it, Happiness is there but we mislabel it

May I Have A New Start???by ignoring all of my older post

2011-08-13T01:36:00.000-07:00

Year 2011 is about end...and I am COMING here for nothing....Anyway I am About to leave my hometown soon....may i Have a MARK at here...Since I am Not Good in memorizing DATE....

My Flight Is On 18 August 2011

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2010-10-14T01:23:00.000-07:00

LZ LZ LZ

2010-09-23T23:20:00.000-07:00

I wrote sumthg but I lz so din wrote in full
n end up being misunderstand n scolded==

LZ bring me trouble t.t

i read a comic

2010-06-19T14:03:00.000-07:00

i had read a comic,named "H"....the story i like...it is not funny at all..
it is about a love story between a student n a teacher...all it started because they feel lonely.........

自言自语（至少我是如此）

2010-06-13T13:42:00.000-07:00
人呢？容易习惯，却很难改掉习惯。习惯了一切，一旦失去，便茫然失措。后悔自己的依赖，埋怨身边的人事物。
人呢？也爱推卸责任。做不好一些事，就怪没天时，没地利，没人和...很少会责怪自己。

不期望就不失望，但是谁能够保证自己的心不产生一丝丝期望呢？

受伤了，想倾述：
谁愿意一直倾听呢?一次，两次，三次，听众会厌烦，会批评...“人生就是这样嘛”，“本来的”，是敷衍还是开导？？自我安慰总比不上别人那么一句句子，管他假意真心...但是不自救似乎为他人带来困扰呢...

有时候，自己的天真在别人眼中是愚蠢不被同情，只被嘲讽。

人人都有面具，有演技，或被社会要求拥有呢？社交不就那么一回事吗？要怎么用才不伤人呢？？大概是在自我掩饰时吧...

坦白，真的那么难吗？？不分享秘密没关系，坦白你对我的感受是我所要求的。个人觉得活在自己的谎言里，绝对比活在他人谎言中自在也不必猜忌。

经常迎合他人就显得没身价，时间多没消遣的人容易因此被冠上“没身价”的标签...

i get from facebook~~

2010-06-13T09:04:00.000-07:00
1、如果发短信息给一个人，他一直不回，不要再发了。没有这么卑微的等待。

2、如果没有人陪，学着一个人听音乐看书写点心情日记。这是个好习惯。

3、如果一个人很难过，找个角落或者在被子里哭一下，不需要别人同情可怜，哭过之后一样开心生活。

4、如果一个人开始怠慢你，请你离开他。不懂珍惜你的人不要为之不舍，更不必继续付出你的友情或爱情，到头来受伤的是自己他人不会为之难过。

5、如果可以不抽烟，别抽。如果可以不喝酒，别喝。这是不爱惜自己身体的表现，如果只因一些人，那么我们别傻了，爱你的人不会让你难过的。

6、伤心的时候找个信任的朋友诉说一下，不要一个人默默承受，这只会会更添寂寞感与忧伤。

7、不开心的时候白天看看蓝天晚上看看夜色，广阔的天空自有属于我们爱，宁可高傲的发霉不要低调的恋爱。跟自己说我是最好的。保持一份自信。

8、宁缺毋滥。不要因为寂寞随手抓一个恋人，这对两人都不公平，而且太缺乏责任感。找个知己不要是恋人。

9、记住你喜欢的人的生日，包括你的家人，当然，还有自己。生日没有人送礼物也无所谓，你可以买精美的礼物，送给妈妈和爸爸。

10、闲下来的时候,放一段柔情音乐，翻阅几页好书，然后睡个懒觉，快哉。心情不好的时候,也可以睡一觉。

11、从现在开始，聪明一点，不要问别人想不想你？爱不爱你？若是要想你或者爱你自然会对你说，但是从你的嘴里说出来，别人会很骄傲和不在乎你。

12、不要太在意一些人太在乎一些事，顺其自然以最佳心态面对，因为这世界就是这么不公平往往在最在乎的事物面前我们最没有价值。

13、不要为了任何人任何事折磨自己。比如不吃饭、哭泣、自闭、抑郁，这些都是傻瓜才做的事。当然，偶尔傻一下有必要，人生不必时时聪明。

14、任何情况下，背后不说他人是非。如果一定要你说，说好话。多个朋友是好事，即使不是很要好的，总比因为自己说话不慎重不思考而多一个敌人好得多。

15、允许偶尔看肥皂剧，但不可成为依赖。允许偶尔披头散发，但要注重场合。允许偶尔骂脏话，但只限在老友面前或者独自一人时，记得说过后要忘掉那些让你难过的事。

16、一定要有几个异性朋友，没有非分之想.就是关键时候,帮你出出主意的好友。

17、学会承受痛苦自己调整心态。有些话，适合烂在心里，有些痛苦，适合无声无息的忘记。当经历过，你成长了，自己知道就好。很多改变，不需要你自己说，别人会看得到。

18、能不和人争吵尽量避免。一个发怒的人是很恐怖的，会因控制不了情绪变成疯子。忍耐然后思索问题的根源最后平静心态解决它。

19、不管和谁有了矛盾和别扭，解决的时间不要超过24小时。否则麻烦会更多。在可以接受的范围内，先道歉。让自己做做坏人不是件真的坏事。

生活可以很复杂以可以很简单，我们不要总是活在忧伤和痛苦之中，爱自己多一点！不为一些不值得的事物而觉得生活总是那么的痛苦无助，人生的方向盘掌握在我们自己手里，有一天阳光大道等着我们走，放开自己，高傲的活着，只要自己幸福开心的，痛苦过去的伤就让他随风而去吧....告诉世界我们属于现在而不是过去！

好像有教化妆？？？

2010-06-12T00:03:00.000-07:00
http://www.wretch.cc/blog/wretchsalon

HEY !HEY!HEY!

2010-05-16T23:45:00.000-07:00
just hey for nothing..............i am facing exam now,today 1st exam....seem like sure die...

actually,i just come here to show you "i still alive"!!!

the "you" refer to?????i also haveno answer...

childhood seem to be wonderful for me now,but i hate to be under controlled by parent...
i am waiting,waiting for the day to be independent,however,sometime i may think that being taken care by parent is also a kind of happinees.....i get my total freedom even i have not independent yet...SO???what am i looking forward for in the future???apart from freedom,what are we demanded????

refresh

2010-03-18T19:18:00.000-07:00
I went kl last year end and end up with my wallet gone.....
my exam result is very bad......how i face STPM T.T
the one stolen my wallet is so kind, he post me my IC after 2 months plus and i have got my new IC with the charge of RM60(student price,if i am not a student i need to pay RM110)...."he" is good right??!!!
no mood to study,still want holidays...I went work last year holidays and have made some new friends eventhought i don't have their hp no.,still are friends..XD
i reconnect with a old friend which we have lost contract since she move to jb when we are still primary school through facebook
i hear about her from my primary school classmates.......
i have a good CNY,meet with classmates before..even we are not close but it is great to gather again...because not everyone of us stay at Miri after SPM....

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i am still thinking about what should i do after finish study,sometime are that we don't dream but the real world and the fact change us to be pragmatic...
i want to be a writer but i have no talent
i want to be a pilot but i am short
i want to be a teacher but the children nowadays are terrible

we do think a lot,and teacher do teach us to think before we act...however sometime if we just make thing simple, we may feel happier....
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.hack//roots

2010-03-18T04:19:00.000-07:00
i watch a anime recently,just 2 episodes...i like it...it is about game,the main character is handsome for me....
".hack//roots".......actually i like it also because it is mystery and suspense...capture my attention...hahaha
i like game, going through the story is interesting for me...instead of gaining sactifaction when have a high level,high strength,just one slash the enemy has dead...i gain sactifaction by the story....what is the cause of the fight?what is the relationship between each character?That are what i want from a RPG game.Sometime i am lazy and just ask for the ending,because i have tired to go here and there in the game without proceed....
bye~~~

过去还是未来？

2009-10-01T06:12:00.000-07:00
如果有时光机，你较想去过去还是未来？
我呢~想去过去，去看看历史里的美人、英雄、服装以及其他种种。
顺道体验我想穿古装~~
古人的语言也是一个我想懂的东西。
虽然说人要向前看，可是探讨过去却很有趣！！

历书所没记载的一切也可因此而得知，被破坏毁灭的记录将呈现于眼前...
多么可贵啊

武功是否如戏里小说中那么神奇、利害之谜也可迎刃而解~

COOL

2009-09-29T06:29:00.001-07:00

these two are the main character for a game....
I like them,so i post them

they are cool~~
steady costume & weapon.....

whAT IN my mind

2009-09-29T06:13:00.000-07:00
I like the costume .
WE can't wear it go out except for special event.
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WInTER
the season i like the most before~
IT is a miracle to me,a fairy to me
coz' i stay at this country that conider is summer for the whole year
after i have realise that how cold could it be(from books_no nutrient one)i have changed my mind
Guess WHAT IS i like the most now?????

this Cloud isn't that cloud

2009-09-29T06:07:00.000-07:00
his name is CLoud
D.O.B:11 august
he is the character that makes me fall in love to FINAL FANTASY series
he is smart and handsome XD
~my nonsence talk~

overall journal for SEPTEMBER

2009-09-29T05:32:00.000-07:00
AFTER THE EXAM & HOLIDAYS:
1.SEPT.is almost finish,mood after exam=haaappyyyy;mood after holidays=saddddd,need face final exam & homework
MY HOLidAys:
1.Friends are free when i am holiday-ing,so we go out to share our schooling incidents
-1st~go watch 'where got ghost'with my friend & her cousin,the movie is funny & with moral values.....BUT I am not familiar with her cousin,feel can't be mysefl...AIyayaaaaaaaaaa
-2nd~with a group of friends we go parkson eat Pizza (my 2nd time go eat pizza)
my feeling on that day iS I AM FULL!!!!
one of my friend Miss flight=.="can't join us....but we have made the appointment early(what the...)When i know why she miss the flight,i feel funny....><
my honey show up too~yuppy~~but she need goes back early...T.T
-3rd~go watch movie again with friend..2 of us go watch 'orphan',so regret the movie is disgusting at the beginning and violence later....I do like to go out when half way of the movie,but after think about the ticket fee....I think I should nOt waste it.....watch until the end..
I am waiting for'2012',look like interesting,'avator' too.My friend says movie put as theme is her favourite=.=
we go take photo,the 1st time i have the desire to take photo since I hate take picture very much.......haha,this is because I like CG more..however recording memory is good for us to reminisce in future.
-4th~I go visit my classmate's house,a late raya visit...heheheX)his houe s near,we walk to there with about 25 people...pity his house need To withstand our weight....

MOONCAKE FESTIVAL COMING SOON!!!!!

I like CG!!

2009-08-19T00:39:00.000-07:00
Do you know what is CG?.
It is the name of a type of graphic that produced by using computer,I think??I also don't know how to define.....XD
Recently I do go search some CG as my collection,but I din't find the person who draw the picture T.T........WHY!!??
Despite,I still can comfort myself using the picture that I have collected.
NONSENCE TALK FOR TODAY HAVE COME TO AN END~~~

compare

2009-08-12T00:02:00.000-07:00
no compare,no prejudice
no compare,no loser or winner
no compare,no fighting
no compare,no categorize
no compare,no arrogant

have compare,have improvement
have compare,have encouragement
have compare,have specialities
have compare,have better one
have compare,have envy

begin.......

2009-08-11T23:54:00.001-07:00
let have a brief introduction:
I like to read comics,novels & watch anime
I am capricorn
10 of january is my D.O.B
I have got my driving license a year ago,but i do not drive after the day of driving test ><
I am a bored & idle person
I am a person without strong desire
I do like to dreaming & just let dream master me,rather than go master it.....negative-minded
I do have many nonsence ideas
......